i aint a battlebot

gezzzzzzzzzz… really u come at me i shall defend myself…and my baack was covered…i aint stupid and people are crazy…lololi dont think all of them but the ones coming at me seem to be in need of thorazine gezzzzzz mostly i tht it was funny… i do think ummmm intimidation worked amazinly well stand my ground…they got a stick i have a bigger ... MORE

meh

worn out for sure….good day gettin stuff done……idk i feel obligated to interact with people….relationships and sighhhh i just have no interesst…..feels like i did my time….everywhere…i just want to enjoy what i have and live my life…

i could be wrong

i often am but if i hear one more ahhhhh i tht he would help me song and dance i will barf….drinking partyin poppin pills of vareous sorts and then when u dont get whatever it is u chase itès rape???? taking advantage and a multiple of sad things but rape……arg…..it is up to each of us to protect ourselves and sereously everybody should have a sober friend ... MORE

shrug

ummm invisable….i’ve felt that way but my hurdle was isolation…..cut off….i dont know if it is invisable but idk…true words send adults to their room doesnt work…they like it. lololol but some r driven to maddness before realizing they aint really, nothing really stopping us from interacting …i do think it’s a prcess and the ... MORE

i spent all my time

trying to get away…never going back…on every level….i have some amazing memories someday i will have the time and distence to recall fondly,,,but i have no wish to go back…things will reform but they will be different and quite possibly better …who knows…future before moi and i am excited…..

i could wallow in sorrow and on some ... MORE

i think we can all agree

i need to find another way to entertain myslef…..tired of pissing away funds and time and sighhhhh

good day all around got a bigheads up on my sanity…meh i worries me that ummm if i am sane ummmmm yeah all things being equall i am on the right track, me thinks 🙂

i dont think i want

my own way… i think i want rational common sense and not crazy fucked up endless bullshit….it gets old real quick and i got a long rope.

not a feminists orrrr

a maneatter i just got reallly bad taste…lololol.. i envy those who manage to traverse this journey together buttt idk i always pick the ones who want to use and abuse and when i am DONE they hate me…sighhhh… i must say this one wayyyy over the top but meh every opportunity in the world to restruture and truely working together gets way better results…i ... MORE

baaahhhhaaaaa

do i even exsist? 4? lololol ummm i do think i’ve spent my life waiting for someone WITH A PLAN! sick of mine…lololol. i do think i have HAD to have a plan cause ever body else sat around with their thumbs up their asses. i think disasters were based in ummmm really i wait for somebody with a plan to do something untill all hell breaks lose. i think i see myself ... MORE

experience

some stuff u wouldnt believe or understand unless ya live it…yup ummm idk that itès necessary or i am torn dont make much difference and only makes peeps crazy ier but twas an epic journey… no doubt…never changed that either…i think i see inevitable i guess…and ummm not my problem.

i think there are some changes to my reality and i am ... MORE