I want a suprise party

I turn 31 in a week and the biggest thing I want is a surprise party, just once. I want to be showered with attention by friends and family who came together for the sole purpose of celebrating my existence. While I think some people I know would be interested in arranging it, I’m also deeply ashamed of asking or hinting to anyone that I want it. In fact, I downplay my ... MORE

I wish I wasn’t so selfish

All my friends like to think of themselves as smart, sensitive, progressive people who care about important things and do things to make the world a better place. I really do care a lot about important things, but life is so short and the sun will go nova some day and I just can’t escape the feeling like it all doesn’t really matter that much. I don’t want to ... MORE