I’ve thrown up my food before, but never for 3 months straight. It’s usually on again, off again. I want to die. I would never kill myself, but if a train ran into me I would be happy. I want to stop feeling this way, but I’m scared to ask for help because my parents think depression and eating disorders are a sin. What do I do?
I’ve been really stressed out all because of my boyfriend. He’s a gaslighter and verbally abuses me frequently, but I don’t know how to get out of the relationship. I’ve run through dozens of scenarios in my head but can’t seem to do them in real life. I’m never getting in a relationship ever again.