I’ve thrown up my food before, but never for 3 months straight. It’s usually on again, off again. I want to die. I would never kill myself, but if a train ran into me I would be happy. I want to stop feeling this way, but I’m scared to ask for help because my parents think depression and eating disorders are a sin. What do I do?
I’ve been really stressed out all because of my boyfriend. He’s a gaslighter and verbally abuses me frequently, but I don’t know how to get out of the relationship. I’ve run through dozens of scenarios in my head but can’t seem to do them in real life. I’m never getting in a relationship ever again.
I feel like an outsider. My interest are weird because I like reading boyxboy books which turn me on. I don’t why because I am a straight female it’s just it’s seems nice to be dominated
The couple i live with, use the bathroom upstairs and i have my own downstairs. (Just an FYI, The flatmates have been a bit off lately.)
I thought i had sussed the acoustics by now and cleverly mapped out the house. I managed to figure out where the downstairs shower was positioned; far removed from anywhere people are, so it was meant to be in a really private section.. ... MORE
I don’t think I could ever be in a relationship or even do something spontaneous like a one night stand because I prefer to pleasure myself. Although I do have erotic fantasies, I never place myself in them and instead focus on imagining random people in intimate scenarios. I’m not uncomfortable with my body or the mere idea of being in those situations, but rather ... MORE
I’m Gollum, the REAL Gollum. I know, you readers might be thinking “Gollum isn’t real!” “You’re insane!” “You want attention!” “You’re living in a fantasy world!” etc.
I’m not making this up. I AM really Gollum, precious. I don’t need to prove it to you!!! I’m using correct grammar and whatnot so I won’t sound annoying. In the Return of ... MORE
I am a mid-aged person and I know already how I will die: I will take my own life. I am not depressed nor do I have a death wish of any sort at the moment being. I will take my own life when I choose to, and this will probably happen many years from now, when I am old and can look back and smile to myself thinking: I am satisfied with what I achieved.
I feel like my only friend (and yes, I do mean only), likes me because he feels bad for me. He knows everything about my horrible life: abusive and homophobic parents, severe chronic depression, etc, and he used to be my boyfriend, which made me not depressed for the first time in my life. I stupidly belived he actually liked me, when I know I’m very annoying to be around ... MORE
When I was younger my babysitter took advantage of me for seven years. I don’t want to tell the police, or anyone for the matter. I’m very untrusting of guys, but to completely forgive I suppose telling the story will help me. When I was four he made me take off my clothes. That continued and eventually it turned into me touching him, and eventually having sex with ... MORE
i should not have texted these girls …
i think its quite amateur to interact with .
nightmare…….lucy and hart trying have sex in spiral tube shaped playground slide . then my self jumped off from the deb.
i thought she is a virgin i had invested my some something.
to just giggle at things and have fun as children do. but you turned it into some thing else. as your demonic mind would. so you thought you would go round teaching lessons to innocent kids who did you no harm and were not with the street wears to even know your crank game. so you think you outwit hyena children that played and giggled at funny clowns or tv shows and just found ... MORE