I’ve thrown up my food before, but never for 3 months straight. It’s usually on again, off again. I want to die. I would never kill myself, but if a train ran into me I would be happy. I want to stop feeling this way, but I’m scared to ask for help because my parents think depression and eating disorders are a sin. What do I do?
I’ve been really stressed out all because of my boyfriend. He’s a gaslighter and verbally abuses me frequently, but I don’t know how to get out of the relationship. I’ve run through dozens of scenarios in my head but can’t seem to do them in real life. I’m never getting in a relationship ever again.
I feel like an outsider. My interest are weird because I like reading boyxboy books which turn me on. I don’t why because I am a straight female it’s just it’s seems nice to be dominated
The couple i live with, use the bathroom upstairs and i have my own downstairs. (Just an FYI, The flatmates have been a bit off lately.)
I thought i had sussed the acoustics by now and cleverly mapped out the house. I managed to figure out where the downstairs shower was positioned; far removed from anywhere people are, so it was meant to be in a really private section.. ... MORE
Filthy Frank is better than Joji
I don’t think I could ever be in a relationship or even do something spontaneous like a one night stand because I prefer to pleasure myself. Although I do have erotic fantasies, I never place myself in them and instead focus on imagining random people in intimate scenarios. I’m not uncomfortable with my body or the mere idea of being in those situations, but rather ... MORE
When I was 8-11 years old, I had sex with my older sister. The first we times, it wasn’t really “sex”, we just got naked and made out with each other. But the next few times, we started licking each other’s vaginas, you get the picture. We did this maybe about 10 times in total. I’ve repressed this memory for a long time, but it’s come back ... MORE
My son got me drunk and pregnant
I’m Gollum, the REAL Gollum. I know, you readers might be thinking “Gollum isn’t real!” “You’re insane!” “You want attention!” “You’re living in a fantasy world!” etc.
I’m not making this up. I AM really Gollum, precious. I don’t need to prove it to you!!! I’m using correct grammar and whatnot so I won’t sound annoying. In the Return of ... MORE
I am a mid-aged person and I know already how I will die: I will take my own life. I am not depressed nor do I have a death wish of any sort at the moment being. I will take my own life when I choose to, and this will probably happen many years from now, when I am old and can look back and smile to myself thinking: I am satisfied with what I achieved.
I feel like my only friend (and yes, I do mean only), likes me because he feels bad for me. He knows everything about my horrible life: abusive and homophobic parents, severe chronic depression, etc, and he used to be my boyfriend, which made me not depressed for the first time in my life. I stupidly belived he actually liked me, when I know I’m very annoying to be around ... MORE
I’m honestly at my ropes end right now with my girlfriend. I’m not even so sure if I want to continue this relationship because of how stressful it is and it just isn’t any good on my health. Perhaps that sounds a bit melodramatic, but I’ve had plenty of time for me to think about how I feel and I can say that the feeling is right. She and I have been ... MORE