Weird fetish, don’t care

I know people love cleaning the inside of their ears with q-tips even though we’re not supposed to. I’ve always taken it further by jabbing q-tips without the swab, wooden matches, steel nails, anything I could use to poke and jab my eardrum until eargasm and, at times, drops of blood. Even punctured it a few times and got such a rush out of the intense ringing and somewhat pain. I’ve done it in both, too, and it was so satisfying. Use tie wire in there and poke little holes in my eardrums. Did it one weekend and thought I made myself deaf, it was so buzzing and hurting.