do i even exsist? 4? lololol ummm i do think i’ve spent my life waiting for someone WITH A PLAN! sick of mine…lololol. i do think i have HAD to have a plan cause ever body else sat around with their thumbs up their asses. i think disasters were based in ummmm really i wait for somebody with a plan to do something untill all hell breaks lose. i think i see myself more of a disaster clean up crew anddd i aint all that good at that either. or maybe i got sick of doing it…i did love a chalenge in my time buttt i am old and tiredd andddd peeps can clean up their own mess….seems reasonable….

i am surprized as ummm i see the new me as having far more of a taking care of myself base and far more narassistic buttt idk…