close as i can tell

more of a gong show than a circus. i suppose there r peeps who take all this seriously and think they make a difference….they fill our hospitals and homes….shrug. insanity the end result and i suppose some r happy enough. shrug. anybody who thinks they know wtf are fooling themselves….even those with the best of intentions idk even sadder as everything twisted to fuck and it dont matter how ya spell it. idk there├Ęs a line where learning and knowing how to defend and protect as bestest we can is behind us andddd we get to live an actual life. it’s my hope but then i am still waiting. my beliefs say in Gods time and i am content with that.