experience

some stuff u wouldnt believe or understand unless ya live it…yup ummm idk that itès necessary or i am torn dont make much difference and only makes peeps crazy ier but twas an epic journey… no doubt…never changed that either…i think i see inevitable i guess…and ummm not my problem.

i think there are some changes to my reality and i am trying to address that…idk i always saw a partner to join a prexisting reality andd over time forsure it feels more like i would like a partner with a plan, different direction entirely….

love and obligation opps sighhhh wayyyy down at base i know some is bout closest and supporting their journeys…torn there but in normal ways anddd it’s not an issue and potencially never will be…i shall plod along…who knows…i live the life i have…presently pathetic but ..lmao well this isnt helping…

lolol for me it is true sometimes i write just to see what i think….lolololol

i am a realist, thatès my talent and my curse…peeps hate it when ya say….u did not see THAT coming….gezzzzzzz sad lots ya really dont see coming…i do recall vividly my reaction at each step as…nobody sees that coming…i 1é2 laughed at the time…