Gollum’s Life ~by the REAL Gollum

I’m Gollum, the REAL Gollum. I know, you readers might be thinking “Gollum isn’t real!” “You’re insane!” “You want attention!” “You’re living in a fantasy world!” etc.

I’m not making this up. I AM really Gollum, precious. I don’t need to prove it to you!!! I’m using correct grammar and whatnot so I won’t sound annoying. In the Return of ... MORE

Do not resucitate, and also do not mourn.

I am a mid-aged person and I know already how I will die: I will take my own life. I am not depressed nor do I have a death wish of any sort at the moment being. I will take my own life when I choose to, and this will probably happen many years from now, when I am old and can look back and smile to myself thinking: I am satisfied with what I achieved.

I don’t think my only friend likes me

I feel like my only friend (and yes, I do mean only), likes me because he feels bad for me. He knows everything about my horrible life: abusive and homophobic parents, severe chronic depression, etc, and he used to be my boyfriend, which made me not depressed for the first time in my life. I stupidly belived he actually liked me, when I know I’m very annoying to be around ... MORE

I just need to get it out.

When I was younger my babysitter took advantage of me for seven years. I don’t want to tell the police, or anyone for the matter. I’m very untrusting of guys, but to completely forgive I suppose telling the story will help me. When I was four he made me take off my clothes. That continued and eventually it turned into me touching him, and eventually having sex with ... MORE

unawareness

i should not have texted these girls …
i think its quite amateur to interact with .

a nightmare

nightmare…….lucy and hart trying have sex in spiral tube shaped playground slide . then my self jumped off from the deb.
i thought she is a virgin i had invested my some something.
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kids giggle and in my day it was fun

to just giggle at things and have fun as children do. but you turned it into some thing else. as your demonic mind would. so you thought you would go round teaching lessons to innocent kids who did you no harm and were not with the street wears to even know your crank game. so you think you outwit hyena children that played and giggled at funny clowns or tv shows and just found ... MORE

taking a sickie.

upsetting headache made me stay home from work today. I want to go to work part time as I need the money as well and I like my job at the travel agency. I got this job 4 years ago after doing psychology and landed a managerial job and took maternity leave last year so I don’t want them to think I am a unreliable worker in mother role all the time. I am not my own boss yet ... MORE

hate cooking

I just worked out why I hate cooking biscuits, they never go right. the dough is annoning and you can’t afford to get it wet in the least of ways or the shapes will give out on you. I made 2 cookies and just thought “why am I doing this?” I don’t even like cookies and cake and sweets. then just thought , stop ! this is awfully messy and gunky.

mother

i cant stand my own mother! she’s a shameless gossip who lies, compulsively spends and tries to play me and my sister against each other, not knowing that we tell each other everything she says about the other- its the only way to make sure she doesnt come between us. her spending leaves my dad with no money and he has no clue because shes in charge of his account and rips ... MORE