i dont fear death

ummm specially not as the result of anything i do outside reality…seriously i smoke enough to be my own desease and meh i am not very nice to myself…it’s a theme. idk something i face head on and i know what is possible i just think someone is in charge of all that and thy will be done. i just gotta live it…in gratitude and joy.

split i have a view of myself as doing to much and doing nothing at all. it’s weird. less is better but at some point u disappear and miss your life. sighhhhhh.