I don’t think my only friend likes me
I feel like my only friend (and yes, I do mean only), likes me because he feels bad for me. He knows everything about my horrible life: abusive and homophobic parents, severe chronic depression, etc, and he used to be my boyfriend, which made me not depressed for the first time in my life. I stupidly belived he actually liked me, when I know I’m very annoying to be around because I don’t know how to act socially due to almost never talking to anyone. A few months later he broke up with me, which made me more depressed than I’ve ever been
However, he still tries to make me feel better, and let’s me talk about how I feel. He’s helped me get through tough times, but I feel like he only does anything for me because he feels bad for my horrible life, and because he feels guilty because of how the breakup hurt me.