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life changing…yup…did not see this comin….lololol i accept what i am…a lamb, shrug we can only be what we r….i think i am a strong sheep but some stuff aint for mio…i am humbled by those who can…i dont beat myself up for my short comings, we all have our strengths and weaknesses.

it would be nice if the disasters didnt over lap….i miss goals….ummm working on excitement in what if….lists of things to do i cant seem to get at….:(. i dont believe anybody authors my disasters…i know some peeps dont wish me well but mostly meh whatever…those who attack in reality eat it there….. changed lives…forward is of issue as i cant imagine whatès next…lolololololol