why is having

a social life such a big deal…when did this happen….since the begining of time people have come together to enjoy company and fun and games and goodtimes…when did that become a big deal? and why? is just plane fun and idk sharing exchange of ideas and experiences and laughs……idk it is hard for me but totally out weighted by joy of interaction….shrug i know there is much that i have to consider but i dont fear it or even potencially withdraw from possiblity of people and idk partner makes things easier. back up in ways…i am excited about finding idk a friend i guess, dont know that i will do the happy housewife or even if i am interested…shruf but relationships take all forms and i need hugs and kisses and smiles and sereously alone i have zero chance of ever winning at poker….lolol badly out numbered. snicker.