ya know

crap can pile and pile and pile and i would still rather eat the worms than pizza……sighhhhh…a lifetime of abuse and misery and i am done with it! period. i will struggle to take care of myself and so does everybody else. taranished goods? seriously NOBODY human was meant to live the life i HAVE! for sure i am a human being and the first opportunity for a hug and smiles and laughs…I AM THERE!!!!!! i aint going to appologize for it! i might cry. huh

yea lets torture and abuse poor lamb and demand she quit smoking and being a human fucking being……

i KNOW in rational things r going to work out but today i can NOT bear it.