familys
evolve and grow and our roles ever changing….looking forward to my position as NOT chief in charge f anything or body 🙂
doing battle
for whatever reason…smarter…ummm i supose it depends on the indies burt my experience althou limited left my brains scrambled and idk open to invasion. yea thatès not wierd….and not for me….the concept for funny is just nutz….ahhh warriors and a world that i dont live in …shrug…..just what is….like politics and govt…just ... MORE
fear of being grabbed
hard one as i believe unless one is garded it is posible. jmo…one the other hand i believe i have gone up against the bestest of the bestest and ummmm i am still here….i think my bigest or only fear is giving myself a stroke. lolololol…to me ummm mostly a small part of a really big picture. it’s called life and i intend to live mine……
besided ... MORE
jealous
nope. aint signing up for another babysitter job. tired of taking care of people. this…i a good thing.
i aint going nowhere…
nothing wrong with tunes and floatin and enjoying RELAX. that was always part of my reality…a big one. i think there is a line now and I KNOW if i am even close to it. NORMAL part of who we are magnified to insanity….shrug. idk nothing i can do about what is but i can live my life…i think it’s the ONLY thing expected of ME. ummmm ..dont know how i ... MORE
NOT INTERESTED
in learning to tell the difference. I take EVERYBODY at face value…period. and therefore irrelevant. good people r good people and bad ones way over the top…what is wrong with people. I do things for a purpose…mine….
part of what is
taking joy in the now ummm lots real or not become quite irrelevant. it’s wierd, specially in faith I KNOW everything is going to work out. there is a peace there.
hummmmmm
facts matter shrug….they twist and turn or outright ignored….realtime and here nd now….meh the week from hell only saved but meh weekend and am tired of being isolated and alone and idk considering i take my fun from seeing others enjoy succeed manage…..empty….bored…endless info and oppinions and whatever. aint like i aint trying job…..meeting ... MORE