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that people with bad intentions seem to come unglued around me. shrug…..but i feel people in general can find me overwhelming even if i dont say a word. never going to get use to it. i do find peeps settle down when they around for a bit. i have a wierd world. i do have some hesitation in ummmm how my life effects others….solo a strange place for me……isolated ... MORE
really at some point part of the scenery and not nessesarily relevant ummm i do NOT want to miss my life in distraction and i do think i do as much anymore. it’s a tuff one when most of what heads my way…i did not see coming…lmao i believe hoope and strive mightily to see a future of ummm not sooo extreme. was life always this extreme and is everybodys….geeesh…inefective, ... MORE
it occures to me the people who cant stand to be around moi are the ones who want to sit on their asses do nothing bitch whine and complain about those who dont. and i am sick of it. 🙂
attacks…shrug, cant live your life hiding in a cave. for sure there are those that would hurt us but i try my best to live my life, stay safe and seriously i believe in security real imagined or supported by God…and yes i know devils come as angels, it’s all very overwhelming and in real time. i take my time and try and chose carefully. i feel an obligation ... MORE
seriously i am suppose to be getting ready to leave….hummmmmm i can only assume the lowest of low does such a thing…and it is idk controlable. evil can not face their own reality…try as they might they can not defeet my savior and some day they will answer to his dad. really i believe we all go on and that sick and evil will be separate from good, they will ... MORE
the concept that an indie can involve another by their actions….orrr that one can HIDE….doesnt make sense and doesnt work…scarryest of concepts and big win for isolation. i fear effecting others journeys in reality but not by anything techno related…we exsist and we are constantly communicating and sharing with it, just the world we live in…good ... MORE
on what planet , in what universe does any normal person need to be this strong…seriously we were not meant to endure endless angst and misery. i suppose in this new world we have to be :(. for sure the posiblity of some joy keeps me going when there is nun. 🙁
I believe God has a plan for all of us. We have free will, choices, grace and faith. It is difficult to navigate when ya never know what and where the voice we here comes from. Certainly we all share what is called self talk but it is highly influenced by what we subject ourselves to and our actions! We live in a world sooo twisted good can look like bad and bad can look sooo ... MORE
no shit….gotta be something more to life then sittin about thinkinn…thinkin up things to think about. gezzzzzzzzz
procrastination. meh 2 peas 1 pod…i tend not to go charging off to much of anything…mindfield…lolol…i distract myself from stufff i dont want to do and with stuff i can do nothing about. my quest for knowledge and understanding really doesnt amt to much unless ya can use, do something with it….altho even the smallest of actions can have amazing ... MORE