hello

from this side……we are energy and auras and we are electric….to focus it is debilitating and wrong and weird….just the way it is….i acknoledge inaappropertae engery and deal….get on with my day……..

tired

of in approperate contact, i consider them attacks and really i hope the…senders…eyes bleed…they deserve itother than that i can blow off the worst and get on with my day…we live in a sick world…shrug

heartburn

lolol…..ahhh what can i say…been one heck of and week….not even sure why cept messing with my chemistry…i know what works for me…..i did wake up with an over whelming urge to bawl my head off….it had no rational base sooo meh…i aint the crying type… i know i need to take better care of myself…i do enjoy supporting good causes ... MORE

wishes

ummmm there is a big mess there….meh i hope. ahhh fears and uncertainty easy dealt with and life moves on…freaky forsure, i think everybody would have different experiences and insites and idk some stuff we just shouldnt know…whistling through a grave yard…lolololol..hope, faith and love….

crap

breaking out in hives and argggggg..is there a connection…who knows…i dont…there’s been ALOT of stress lately and it always when stress lifts and u can see the sunlight betweeen the cracks that it starts show in physical ways..and shrug..i have laughed my but off for years, never a problem before…i suppose in the end a combination of things…always ... MORE

funny

makes me fly…..or possible….intensity i suppose….i think with many it is anger …. inappropreite idk seems funny to me …still going to bee funny tomorrow……exhaution…..relief of sorts…..my faith gets me through the bad perceptions and i am where i am supose to bee….was NOT my idea…….lolololol

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a direct link

to evil…yup, run into some..andddd that is a statement not a challenge…..in reality i see good and bad..i dont know of the authors…cept i believe the universe is run by our creator , i leave the weight of the world there…..and live my life….i have goals again…some will work out and some wont. just the way it is….

never give up

change in direction isnt giving up anddd some stuff we r better off without…i need my past to be past and my future has some form…..i want to focus on life and growing old gracefully…i deserve to be happy forward hoes!!!!! i shall enjoy watching my life fall into place…i pray that my retirement is about rest and reflection and smiles and laughter…..I ... MORE

sucked in

hummmm i can see how some people feel that way…i was resolve at some point to consider every possiblity and option, cant blame or even find blame. shrug just was and is……..caged certainly some stuff was blocked or explored to bordom, no options left…i call it my life…..regrets only that i walked it alone meh i do get the issues and really some ... MORE

OH THTTTTTPPPPTTTTTT

NOBODY has the right!!!!!!!…ok it was funny and harmless i suppose, minds dont pick up…turn on the light but IT IS WRONG! sighhh the world we live in and the crap we subject ourselves too. shrug….AND …IF… this is about lawyers CLEAN UP YOUR OWN FUCKING MESSES, IT AINT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW…retired and i deserve a life…YOU and your ilk ... MORE