I’m so scared

I’m scared that I’m gonna cut too deep and I’m just gonna be sitting on the side of the bath and I’m gonna be bleeding but I won’t be able to scream for my parents or anything because if I do they’ll find out about he cutting and I can’t risk that. I’m scared that I’m gonna take it too far and end up like one of those people who lose their legs because of their ... MORE

Depression

I’ve thrown up my food before, but never for 3 months straight. It’s usually on again, off again. I want to die. I would never kill myself, but if a train ran into me I would be happy. I want to stop feeling this way, but I’m scared to ask for help because my parents think depression and eating disorders are a sin. What do I do?

Gaslighted

I’ve been really stressed out all because of my boyfriend. He’s a gaslighter and verbally abuses me frequently, but I don’t know how to get out of the relationship. I’ve run through dozens of scenarios in my head but can’t seem to do them in real life. I’m never getting in a relationship ever again.

What do I want

I feel like an outsider. My interest are weird because I like reading boyxboy books which turn me on. I don’t why because I am a straight female it’s just it’s seems nice to be dominated

Stupidly Stealth

The couple i live with, use the bathroom upstairs and i have my own downstairs. (Just an FYI, The flatmates have been a bit off lately.)

I thought i had sussed the acoustics by now and cleverly mapped out the house. I managed to figure out where the downstairs shower was positioned; far removed from anywhere people are, so it was meant to be in a really private section.. ... MORE

Personal Outlet

I don’t think I could ever be in a relationship or even do something spontaneous like a one night stand because I prefer to pleasure myself. Although I do have erotic fantasies, I never place myself in them and instead focus on imagining random people in intimate scenarios. I’m not uncomfortable with my body or the mere idea of being in those situations, but rather ... MORE

Gollum’s Life ~by the REAL Gollum

I’m Gollum, the REAL Gollum. I know, you readers might be thinking “Gollum isn’t real!” “You’re insane!” “You want attention!” “You’re living in a fantasy world!” etc.

I’m not making this up. I AM really Gollum, precious. I don’t need to prove it to you!!! I’m using correct grammar and whatnot so I won’t sound annoying. In the Return of ... MORE

Do not resucitate, and also do not mourn.

I am a mid-aged person and I know already how I will die: I will take my own life. I am not depressed nor do I have a death wish of any sort at the moment being. I will take my own life when I choose to, and this will probably happen many years from now, when I am old and can look back and smile to myself thinking: I am satisfied with what I achieved.

I don’t think my only friend likes me

I feel like my only friend (and yes, I do mean only), likes me because he feels bad for me. He knows everything about my horrible life: abusive and homophobic parents, severe chronic depression, etc, and he used to be my boyfriend, which made me not depressed for the first time in my life. I stupidly belived he actually liked me, when I know I’m very annoying to be around ... MORE

I just need to get it out.

When I was younger my babysitter took advantage of me for seven years. I don’t want to tell the police, or anyone for the matter. I’m very untrusting of guys, but to completely forgive I suppose telling the story will help me. When I was four he made me take off my clothes. That continued and eventually it turned into me touching him, and eventually having sex with ... MORE