oh my

conviction….i rely on the power of the highest to get me through…i am not purfect. i do stuff i should not. i dont believe i was meant to live this way or anybody should..i dont have any answers, not even my own…i know i do the best i can…my life by grace and i need it….i am disappointed in my wants and needs but they are human nature. i believe ... MORE

to feel like the whole world judges u

HORRIBLE….really i am just a girl who needs someone to hold her and hug her and smile…shrug..i dont feel guilty for feeling that way. that and in reality…nobody gives a ratzazz what i do. only one can judge me and knows my heart….

bad ending and those that play games for entertainment….shrug…everybody has their own motivation and will ... MORE

ya if that aint

a level of creepy i havent run into for sometime…i do think we r far more sensitive to some stuff…experience -insite….i dont think it makes ummm aware special, maybe different…I DO NOT BELIEVE U CAN TELL ANYBODY….at base its mechanics….technology interacting with biology…billions eturnal blips of electric. dont see good or bad i see ... MORE

nothing

and nobody takes care of me outside the creator. i function on the level i do due to esperience and learning the hard way orrr not but i do have the knowledge and abiltily to take care of myself or not. seriously i dont take care of myself :(. and i suffer the consquences….itès called life…i see evil…i run…that crap aint for me….dont need protecting ... MORE

biggest crock

potencially i am ahh screwed. BUT i dont attribute it to anything but ummmm i have a big messd up life…i am determined and have standards and morals and blahblahblah..i am the definition of bagage and idk some is straightening out hopfully but the only scarry thing is ahhhh ME….i dont blame people.

bad and evil are two different things…we ALL do ... MORE

i’VE been free forever

i accept the thinks i do and say, always have, r mine. i do feel that’s others dont see it but what other think and see…aint my business. i feel blocked by circumstance but then arent we all. i strive to make changes and idk some sucess in ways i suppose.

HEAR ME ROAR

BLAH………….

ya know

crap can pile and pile and pile and i would still rather eat the worms than pizza……sighhhhh…a lifetime of abuse and misery and i am done with it! period. i will struggle to take care of myself and so does everybody else. taranished goods? seriously NOBODY human was meant to live the life i HAVE! for sure i am a human being and the first opportunity for ... MORE

good question

why r guys so incredibly angry. shrug…i think woman are sad but men r angry….and everybody is crazy…i think we r all mad as a species some just handle things better…different…i think i have a somewhat male perspective…. i see things i want to fight tooth and nail but as a rational being i know meh not much i can do….legal comes to mind….some ... MORE

dispite all evidence to the

contrarery…i think i am a good person going through a bad time orrr meh interesting time and dealing the best can. i dont think anything i do is better or worse than anybody else andddd really if babbling to myself had any effect….ohmy porn runs the world…just how i see things. meh i see this section of my exsistence as just another ummm part…learning ... MORE