love a mornin that

starts positive :). ahhh i love bbt and idk i think i want to share my faith as it’s where my strength comes from. for that i am greatful beyond time…and idk i aint purfect nobody is.

idk i feel like if i went any slower i wouldnt exsist at all….waste o time distraction/entertainment andd some knowledge but it aint a life and that is what i chase. ... MORE

Politics

YIC….really i would like to believe in a world that has ethics and morals and consider the best interests of others buttt that ship sailed. relly i can not say for the actions and working of this world except in terms of myself. a very limited view….and it bores even me. loving reading others stories most fun iève had in a longgg time..just people doing what ... MORE

bullshit

runway for eturnity….bullshit….distraction from our purpose…..separates us from love our people and our creator…..kaos and hate itès only promises and just the world we live in. only posible solution is….love, saddly hurt and pain but it’s part of being human and that’s our mission on this earth. we only get one chance and we r ignoring ... MORE

preperation for

eturnity…i aint buying that, never did,. we are HERE for a reason and i believe it is to form memories that will guide us through eturntiy..i want to say learn about feeling but i think itès more about feeling feelings. as pure energy it’s hazy, intellectual and buckets of time to study the what and the why….in an other life. we take only our memories. ... MORE

my first love

reading others stories. i loved it. whole stories that had emotion and idk real people. even fictional ones brought to life by writers . love it

traditional marage

i am and always have been itès biggest fan. if anything sadens me it is that it wasnt my path. feel quite ripped off in fact. but i had to accept it and carry on. certainly i hope for a mutually benifiecal relationship and i see lil hope there but idk i admire those with sucessfull unions and love and all that good stuff. not even jealous just happy to see how things r ... MORE

compremised principals

i would like to say i am purfect and that i can live my exsistence under unatural circumstances but i cant. human contact is base of human nature and i can NOT take anymore. aint like i havent searched high and low for like minded and suitable but i can NOT take anymore. i know all this crap has damaged me horrible but meh what can ya do….i just need someone to hug me ... MORE

why

do i scare people so bad. men especially…i filter quite well in reality…i think….my reality orrr who i am is an open book but shrug idk i am who i am…..

I AINT GOING TO APPOLOGIZE

FOR BEING HUMAN…PERIOD. certainly i would like to think there’s something more but i cant keep living like this. i am content with my decission and willing to live with the consquences….which will be zip as i am an adult…my sole well i guess i have to believe it is then that is what’s to be and idk i am not purfect. just my life and i am tired ... MORE

we are cute

and star dust. yup. brings ya to your knees in creative. mechanics and tecnology blows minds. bee happy and calm down best advice ever….journey of a lifetime and now…i get a lifetime….time and place in my life and i see content in my future…my right now…geesh