ya if that aint

a level of creepy i havent run into for sometime…i do think we r far more sensitive to some stuff…experience -insite….i dont think it makes ummm aware special, maybe different…I DO NOT BELIEVE U CAN TELL ANYBODY….at base its mechanics….technology interacting with biology…billions eturnal blips of electric. dont see good or bad i see ... MORE

nothing

and nobody takes care of me outside the creator. i function on the level i do due to esperience and learning the hard way orrr not but i do have the knowledge and abiltily to take care of myself or not. seriously i dont take care of myself :(. and i suffer the consquences….itès called life…i see evil…i run…that crap aint for me….dont need protecting ... MORE

biggest crock

potencially i am ahh screwed. BUT i dont attribute it to anything but ummmm i have a big messd up life…i am determined and have standards and morals and blahblahblah..i am the definition of bagage and idk some is straightening out hopfully but the only scarry thing is ahhhh ME….i dont blame people.

bad and evil are two different things…we ALL do ... MORE

i’VE been free forever

i accept the thinks i do and say, always have, r mine. i do feel that’s others dont see it but what other think and see…aint my business. i feel blocked by circumstance but then arent we all. i strive to make changes and idk some sucess in ways i suppose.

HEAR ME ROAR

BLAH………….

fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sneek up behind when taking care of business…cowards and sick and they will eat their own vomit…………..just saying…ahhhh fuck off

ya know

crap can pile and pile and pile and i would still rather eat the worms than pizza……sighhhhh…a lifetime of abuse and misery and i am done with it! period. i will struggle to take care of myself and so does everybody else. taranished goods? seriously NOBODY human was meant to live the life i HAVE! for sure i am a human being and the first opportunity for ... MORE

good question

why r guys so incredibly angry. shrug…i think woman are sad but men r angry….and everybody is crazy…i think we r all mad as a species some just handle things better…different…i think i have a somewhat male perspective…. i see things i want to fight tooth and nail but as a rational being i know meh not much i can do….legal comes to mind….some ... MORE

dispite all evidence to the

contrarery…i think i am a good person going through a bad time orrr meh interesting time and dealing the best can. i dont think anything i do is better or worse than anybody else andddd really if babbling to myself had any effect….ohmy porn runs the world…just how i see things. meh i see this section of my exsistence as just another ummm part…learning ... MORE

not desparate

BORED…i hate even thinking it…really ..i have soooo much maybe it about little of it being good. or real maybe…. most of my life is somebody elses fantasy…i think that’s halarious.i refuse to be ungreatful but reserve the right to be bored. doing everything i can think of to change my life and nothing seems to. sighhhhhh

endless argung ... MORE