So, I have an embarrassing addiction. I am addicted to giving blowjobs on other guys. I am straight but totally love having another guy in my mouth. I am not sure why. The craving is incredibly intense and very embarrassing. I have been giving blowjobs for about 8 years and the frequency increases as time goes on. I now give 2-3 blowjobs a week. I know, I am such a little ... MORE
stupid….instinct and wisdom and really some stuff aint meant for me and some stuff just wrong….some stuff causes damage stress and who knows..i dont need or want answers i just want to live my life….the world is what it is, i just live in it….
life changing…yup…did not see this comin….lololol i accept what i am…a lamb, shrug we can only be what we r….i think i am a strong sheep but some stuff aint for mio…i am humbled by those who can…i dont beat myself up for my short comings, we all have our strengths and weaknesses.
it would be nice if the disasters didnt over ... MORE
the voices in my head, pretty sure it was my base in reality a great class! we ALL talk to ourselves but idk media and massive input “adds” stuff” …the class was the power of positive thinking and accepting the fact that most well adjusted peeps can control what and how crap like that effects us. i did NOT listen to more than 10 sec of the second one ... MORE
what the problem..s…are i just know most arent mine…even mine,,,not so much, things have a way of working out…long term planning is a nightmare sooo i dont…lmao yup i think that is funny, mostly….God has a sense of humor. lolol….at times of grief and stress, my rock and i believe we must act to exsist and were meant to. i have oppinions ... MORE
mindless and stuff lurks….caution and idk i did them all…mindless slots and idk stuff we get lost in…even photos and art to some extent. all i know is some stuff FEELS WRONG. i go with that…but then i am a bit nuts….i talk out loud to my cat if i think nobody can hear me…lmaolmao…..
what makes you exceptional is how you’ve handled adversity
tools for the world we live in.dont know that if we didnt have to the tools the extremes would not exsist…circular arguement and what can ya do…i get on with the life that i have…my faith gets me here and idk survivor i suppose….i do feel like one. the endless extremes. ummm i can not see the future…nobody can…any number of events come together ... MORE
i dont sweat the small stuff and everything is small….easy…angxiety is a natural flight or fight response and part of our bio. we werent meant to live in it constant mode. a combination of different approaches to different situations…then i have a nap. lololol…a combination of science and faith and idk knowing is a form of self defense. avoidence ... MORE
thing….horrifying clinical and just saddddd….we are individuals and we suffer and rejoice in turn……one does not make the other better or worse. i feel like i should be in shock but not really feeling it…..dont see that as a good thing….humans weree not meant to endure such extremes…..