different directions…. the city bored…make work…idk but i did lolol…..
and really hate i do hate today….i hate alcohol…hate what it has done to those i love…i hate alcohol…..my heart breaks and sometimes it is too much to bear…..and idk…i dont want become a fanatic….i cant say what others chose to do and ... MORE
people have walked paths i haven’t…dont know how if any have walked the ones i have. shrug…true of everything…i have certainly been places enough to know that damage and pain and sick live in some places…..sighhh i didnt make this world, i just live in it. crazy level has reasons and some people cant handle what is or could be or sighhh world we ... MORE
the universe….truely drops ya on your ass…..but i believe in things higher than that……mind blowing for sure anddd i dont believe we were meant to have the answers, i dont even think we were meant to know the questions buttt then here i am….does still cause some cracklin but i am sure it always will…..some stuff aint for our tiny little brains….idk ... MORE
sometimes….the name game cease being funny and it’s creeping everybody out…:( i know it will fade in time and i try to ignore it….running scream from certain names probably not a good idea. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh…crazy stuff….but i bop along and meh what can ya do…time passes andddd next….
ummm i do have a passing need to snuggle ... MORE
On tumblr, in the twdg fandom, I was bullied by bluewalltack and hanndigo (formally lillycaul, then lillycaulproskater) to the point of almost committing suicide. Both of those people are some of the worse people I have ever had the displeasure of interacting with. They act condescending, holier-than-thou, have no self-awareness whatsoever, and act like certain people in the ... MORE
just evil little viruses….callem on it and they run….baaahhhhhhaaaaa…back atcha *10 anddd u have a good day….snicker…
some people just cant handle it, we werent meant to…i have zero doubt it all all make sense someday, for me most of it does now.
ummmm group think millions of individual thts as one…some knowing buttt most just batshit crazzy. lololol i think thatès funny…and different for everyone. the voices of reason and popular oppinion i hear real well. ahhh ... MORE
as much as goes wrong the same amt of opportunity exsists….who knows….i bop along and things go how they go….trying to address all at once tuff but can be benifical ummm some problems fix others lololl
sorta kinda…i think i am going with…i deserve a break today 🙂 do as little as possible andddd rest……assessing the un assessable andd really things will work out in the end…shrug always does…
concept of to hell and back comes to mind. i personally do not believe that itès the right path…mental and physical illness ohmy but it is what it is and the world we live in…i aint missing what is for someday and really amoungst all the rubble it has itès moments.