People

so full of hate enten alive by their own greed and weakness…need to eat their own shit…just saying gettin on with my life aint taking that crap with me. sick just sick, get help

why is having

a social life such a big deal…when did this happen….since the begining of time people have come together to enjoy company and fun and games and goodtimes…when did that become a big deal? and why? is just plane fun and idk sharing exchange of ideas and experiences and laughs……idk it is hard for me but totally out weighted by joy of interaction….shrug ... MORE

on what planet

r people made out of metal?????? really I can’t take anymore. tired and sereously chemistrry can not be preeddicked and ummm i have standards. done babysitting drunks….dear and sweet and endless trouble. nawhaw…..sighhhhhh. dead ends and pain and gezzzzzzzzzzzz…bah…just saying

i cant feel bad for

being human. victory in every step in the right direction. i can NOT be defeeted by my own humanity and i can not feel sorry for it. all i can do is my best, really i need a hug. someone that makes me smile and share and idk what people were meant to be. i try and nothing changes orrr get worse. feeling defeated and lonely and sad. i cant help how i feel. i believe ... MORE

i dont see

anything as perminant. we constantly change and grow. i do think home base will be for some time..till the home anyway…lololol… i dont see any one thing in my journey as more or less important than any other thing….or event i suppose,.. the total of my journey some good some bad some i dont even know…lolol i think the next chapter is going to be a blast…i ... MORE

oh my

conviction….i rely on the power of the highest to get me through…i am not purfect. i do stuff i should not. i dont believe i was meant to live this way or anybody should..i dont have any answers, not even my own…i know i do the best i can…my life by grace and i need it….i am disappointed in my wants and needs but they are human nature. i believe ... MORE

to feel like the whole world judges u

HORRIBLE….really i am just a girl who needs someone to hold her and hug her and smile…shrug..i dont feel guilty for feeling that way. that and in reality…nobody gives a ratzazz what i do. only one can judge me and knows my heart….

bad ending and those that play games for entertainment….shrug…everybody has their own motivation and will ... MORE

ya if that aint

a level of creepy i havent run into for sometime…i do think we r far more sensitive to some stuff…experience -insite….i dont think it makes ummm aware special, maybe different…I DO NOT BELIEVE U CAN TELL ANYBODY….at base its mechanics….technology interacting with biology…billions eturnal blips of electric. dont see good or bad i see ... MORE

nothing

and nobody takes care of me outside the creator. i function on the level i do due to esperience and learning the hard way orrr not but i do have the knowledge and abiltily to take care of myself or not. seriously i dont take care of myself :(. and i suffer the consquences….itès called life…i see evil…i run…that crap aint for me….dont need protecting ... MORE

biggest crock

potencially i am ahh screwed. BUT i dont attribute it to anything but ummmm i have a big messd up life…i am determined and have standards and morals and blahblahblah..i am the definition of bagage and idk some is straightening out hopfully but the only scarry thing is ahhhh ME….i dont blame people.

bad and evil are two different things…we ALL do ... MORE