What happened late one night

I worked as a cashier for a supermarket during the summers in college. One night I got off at nine and went to my car. A man was waiting and he put a bag over my head and dragged me into the bushes. He hit me hard on the head and then raped me. I was half conscious, knew what was happening, but was defenseless to stop it. I woke up sometime later and got my clothes back on ... MORE

Had a few girls do this to me when I was younger and I LOVE it!

Not sure what the actual name or description would be for this, but it was like they were secretly making fun of me, only they were ALSO doing it in a very obvious way and without ACTUALLY saying anything mean. I GUESS you could call it condescending, but that doesn’t quite do it justice. Basically, the girl would meet ANYTHING I said to her with like this lazy, evil chuckling ... MORE

After years of therapy – It feels like I’m back to square one.

I was sexually abused by my narcissistic father when I was around 6 years old.

He wasn’t the first to sexually abuse me. It happened 3 more times. With 3 different people. 2 of them which have died, some years ago.

My mother knew about some. Never did anything about it.

I moved to London when I was 18. After years of homelessness, getting fired from ... MORE

Fetlife

I have confession to make. And I am guilty of it. I am a 50 year old American man. I am doing well financially. I run my own forwarding business . I was married once but divorced 10 years back. I have a secret fetish. I like to tie or handcuff a women’s arm to the bed post and have sex. Also i like fantasy rape. i had difficulty finding a sex partner to agree to it. So ... MORE

Ughh

Filthy Frank is better than Joji

Shame

When I was 8-11 years old, I had sex with my older sister. The first we times, it wasn’t really “sex”, we just got naked and made out with each other. But the next few times, we started licking each other’s vaginas, you get the picture. We did this maybe about 10 times in total. I’ve repressed this memory for a long time, but it’s come back ... MORE

My son is also my grandson

My son got me drunk and pregnant

A Three Am Thought

The Kindred Playlist

1) Lauv- Breathe
2) The Pretty Reckless- You
3) Digital Daggers- Still Here
4) Sam Smith- Stay with me
5)Christina Perri- Jar of hearts
6)Alan Walker- Faded
7)Melanie Martinez-Soap
8)Panic! At the Disco- Casual Affair
9)Sia- Midnight Decisions
10)Evanescence- My Immortal

I just needed to spill everything

I want to cry and I think I’m having a nervous breakdown. I can’t be having one, but I am. I feel nervous, anxious, guilt is weighing down heavy in my stomach and making me choke and my heart hurts and is crushing me. I want to cry and it all hurts, my hands twitch and tap and scratch and scatter. I’m tired, I’m dizzy, I can’t concentrate I am procrastinating ... MORE

Leading up to hotel room with adult niece.

Part (2) REAL STORY… After our first encounter, we never really got a chance to be alone. Somebody was always around. But that didn’t stop us from kissing and touching on each other every chance we got. This particular day she came over and our cousin and my other niece (her sister) was over. Nothing different it was like a normal day. But I can tell she didn’t ... MORE