close as i can tell

more of a gong show than a circus. i suppose there r peeps who take all this seriously and think they make a difference….they fill our hospitals and homes….shrug. insanity the end result and i suppose some r happy enough. shrug. anybody who thinks they know wtf are fooling themselves….even those with the best of intentions idk even sadder as everything ... MORE

ya know

i dont think i am trying to attract anything, probably quite the opposite but i think it’s possible that i might ummm if i make my self more approachable/ available that i too could live happily ever after. then i laugh and laugh…..

certainly i have balance and ummm even in the crazest of circumstance it is in my view…somewhere. and no i dont think ... MORE

in what world is

on line annonymous i seriously dont believe that anybody thinks that. forsure everything we do easily traced , just nobody cares to do so. shrug. or i dont care if they do. excentric anddd a little off the beam who cares…..i do get a great majority do and prefer denial shrug…k….i do think the world is changing and i am a fossil…….i also deeply ... MORE

i feel stuff

i know it cause i am angry…..with reason and with in reason. i think most of my reactions r with in the normal range but then my life aint normal soooo hard to say. looking forward to suport and rest and contentment. really i cant keep dealing with endless garbage. i do not attribute anything that happens in my reality to anything but what it is. and rational….if ... MORE

wait…charge

stop…go…good..bad….arg. just sayin. i aint afraid i am indecisive lmaolmaolmao. actually i feel like blocked roads and what is is what should be. for me. love aint far but rational rules my direction…..tired of being angery all the time. strangly got use to confused baaahhhhaaaaaaa…i dont try and solve puzzles or peer into the future…most ... MORE

fake is easy

to spot…that’s a lye..least for me and my type…we believe anything…lololo…i just dont think it makes any difference consquences either way…hoping for some good ones….

my mental and physical heath need to be a priority…stress reduction a must. confict i can adjust it…ummmmm i see myself as an ordinary average being…i ... MORE

familys

evolve and grow and our roles ever changing….looking forward to my position as NOT chief in charge f anything or body 🙂

doing battle

for whatever reason…smarter…ummm i supose it depends on the indies burt my experience althou limited left my brains scrambled and idk open to invasion. yea thatès not wierd….and not for me….the concept for funny is just nutz….ahhh warriors and a world that i dont live in …shrug…..just what is….like politics and govt…just ... MORE

fear of being grabbed

hard one as i believe unless one is garded it is posible. jmo…one the other hand i believe i have gone up against the bestest of the bestest and ummmm i am still here….i think my bigest or only fear is giving myself a stroke. lolololol…to me ummm mostly a small part of a really big picture. it’s called life and i intend to live mine……

besided ... MORE

jealous

nope. aint signing up for another babysitter job. tired of taking care of people. this…i a good thing.